Here i am, blogging on a saturday night..sadly, a "no life" feeling up-arising.I wouldn't say today was spent meaninglessly..at least i had a lousy driving lesson which i spent struggling with the clutch..and then swimming with shawn which was slightly better, but a bit more lonely without Spencer..who's flying of for Aus tonight..bon voyage spency boy~

Parents as usual out busy with Rc event downstairs..

hmm..what should i say? Life has been pretty busy nowadays with quite a number of commitements in the Bn...but thankfully i can enjoy the freedom my weekends still :) just can't wait for Army open house to end so that i can rest...after that Wallaby..and then ORD!!

mixed feelings about ORDing..while i'll be free from the regimentation of the army, It'll be another step toward adulthood..haha..im sure most of us will lament how time seem to fly nowadays..gonna be 20 soon...21 will fly past too im sure...more responsibilities, more work, more regrets.

Heres little derrick khoo.lolz..lets see,he's about...1 month old..

Babies are really damn adorable,especially if its a next of kin..looking at the baby just made me feel damn old..like its time to take life more seriously, to undertaking the responsibilities of an adult, to stop procrastinating and wasting my life away.

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth,you want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else,somethings hurts you, yet you know it shouldnt. You take certain things for granted, even when you should never take anything for granted. A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle. Life is a wrestling match. Which side wins? Love wins, love always wins. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devoting yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself into creating something that gives you purpose and meaning. Thats life."an excerpt from Tuesdays with Morrie. This really inspired me..hope it has the same effect for you guys too! :D

Finally i've sorted out my thoughts, its time to start afresh.A better person i will be =D future beckons.

Had an eventful day today!...went to visit little Derrick Khoo(my nephew) in Gleneagles this morning for his meal...really dont know how to describe the experience..it was quite magical..and the trip really made my day..i think im gonna enjoy being an uncle :D

heelllo guys, im back...actually been back for quite some time already..just didnt feel like typing anything.lol..taiwan was good, a new experience,saw and learnt quite alot of stuff,experienced quite extreme weathers,witnessed various human emotions in work,at play..etc....made a couple of new buddies along the way too =D
Did something really dumb today..forgot to bring my ic for the final theory test..had to postpone it till june..lolz..now everyone in the family calling me blur cock.how quaint.actually i really feel like a blur cock too.lol.
this sounds really random but...i love odac. =D u guys are the best.

Here i am,posting my final entry before going to taiwan for Ex,chewing on humongous grapes with extremely bitter seeds,sitting in front of the computer.I feel that im in a....rotting mood.lol.received a list of items im suppose to get for my frens in the Bn...hopefully i can get them and some nice stuff for my other friends back in Sg as well...quite apprehensive about the trip,being attached out to other ppl...pray that everything goes well!!comms 100% through 24/7!!!
okay see ya guys!!will miss ya'll.will be back on April16 :]

Listening to this song sung by Tank now, "zhuan1 shu3 tian1 shi3".A nice and soothing song.Amazing how music has been integrated so much into our daily lifes.Don't think i can survive without it..hahaz..Booking in again in 3.5hours times....thankfully i have the luxury of a car lift from Joseph's dad,don't think i can stand another 45 minutes ride just to catch another cab into camp..hahaz.Will be busy next week attending a combat casualty course,which means i will have to learn how to inject a syringe into a patient and put him on a drip....interesting but still,i feel some apprehensiveness.Then the following week,Atp and ROC!hopefully everything will run smoothly and i will learn much from this trip.
Another turning point has just etched itself into my life,and i guess i still need time to get used to it.I think i will do fine,don't worry guys,Thanks for yr support ya. (:

HELLO! yes its me again.Updating again after so much..hmm 10 of March, what a day...so many events happening today..Elaine's birthday(HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE!!),OCS commisioning(CONGRATS TO YG),IT fair,NUS NTU open house and the Once in a blue moon IC2 Specs gathering!!thanks to Joseph,that bhb guy who tagged that organised it. needless to say, i chose to spent time with my fellow IC2 specs,forsaking all the other events and im glad i did :) Had a great time meeting up with all of them,and zavier and Warrant John made a special appearance,the latter whom bought us about 12 cans of tiger the moment he arrived..lolz.
sometimes, i wonder why most regulars like smoking and drinking, maybe becoz of the regimentation of the system that made them feel depressed with no avenue to release their oppressions?its only been a short 11 months for me,but i already feel jaded.guess army life is not really for me..hahaz.
well,tired to blog further,think i'll start blogging more often from now on.maybe.

Its been long since i've penned down a coherent sentence,much less a proper essay...felt the creative juices flowing(which hasn't happened for a long long time)..thus this entry.
well,i've just passed out from sispec..got my corporal rank after an overnight 28km route march..wasn't as easy as it seemed..i realised that i've been smiling alot less ever since i graduated from JC...maybe its the regimentation of national service,maybe its the realisation of the fact that i am grown up now..i have a duty and responsibility to take care of my loved ones..I feel both apprehension,fear and anticipation..rather ironical..but that's my character i guess..everchanging and fickle.Drives Ms lee mad most times..haha..now and then i try to enjoy,relax, simply basking in the fun of the moment..time in which i can listen to my songs lying on the bed,having a good night's rest and a good book..most recently Tuesdays with Morrie..the book taught me alot about life,how to love people around you.I took notes even..truly an enjoyment to read.But then reality isn't always as smooth-sailing..in fact i am still trying hard to learn,to be a better person.My posting orders were to signals,a seemingly slack vocation with less physical training..a sigh of relief i guess..but also gone is the pride of being a specialist that really walk the ground,motivating his men,doing all the shit we did together in bslc.tears flowed when we bidded farewell to each other yesterday,its a wonder how tough training bonds people together..i remember Hendric's saying "what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger" how true it is.
speaking of Hendric reminds me of Odac in Aj, i hope everyone is doing fine now...been through alot of shit with them too,both physical and mentally..haha..thanks to a great man who had his own principles and led by example,Mr Lim.Basically everyone went on different paths upon graduation.Some went overseas for their education,some proceed to serve the nation,some continue their local studies.hmm..lets see what i can come out for them..great bunch of people..
Hendric-The very first epitome of a great leader i've seen,someone who really ensures and cares for others..a guy which i respect.
Elaine-A motherly figure who is willing to sacrifice herself for the good of others,a very sentimental person..always concerned,always there to lend a hand...
Shinghuay-my buddy! likes to let her mind wander..but another kind and generous soul..always sensitive to feelings of others and helpful..a great person who constantly puts others above herself..a tough person who can overcome all obstacles.
Anisah-a quiet person..but to me she was the brains of Odac during our batch..always the one with well thought-out ideas and solutions..Odac wouldn't be the same without her.
Wingsing-a selfless person who really sticks to his principles..a fiery person with great passion for things he is passionate about...a generous soul with loads to offer to people around him
Shiqi-the fastest female sprinter in odac,always giving,a sentimental person who is not shy to show her true self,likes to offer others food...a person which made our batch more colourful..haha..
Jason-The master thinker of Odac,always articulate and clear-minded,someone who's advice i always trust.Always a great friend to have,but has evident gemini characteristics..haha,but a great man
Spencer-the quiet all-rounder,always the one to look out for details, an extremely careful person, damn smart and the lady's man in Odac.A guy that really runs like the wind,the tireless fella that learns really fast.
Ying Guang-An old time friend since days in Vs,the backbone of Odac if i would believe,an extremely strong pillar of support,someone who's always outstanding.Strong both physically and mentally,a guy whos true to himself and others.
Joseph-the smooth talker, a very steady person who knows what he wants from life,someone who always lightens up the atmosphere with his mere presence.Also a very smart guy with great fitness..another person who made life in Odac much more exciting.
Jonathan- the scholar of the batch, extremely smart and extremely pro in soccer..haha..very humble guy who never cease to lend a helping hand to those in need..a great guitar player too!
Yanlin- the dynamo behind Odac, someone who works hard and plays harder..good in almost everything she is interested in, a brash person that is extremely honest,a typical female whom i vision to be as good,if not better than her male counterparts.
Shujuan!the sunshine.With a sunny disposition, she never fails to put a smile to any person's face she meets.An extremely analytical mind lies within her seemingly bigger than normal head,which explains her uncanny talent for mathematics.happily attached to WL,my great buddy.
Shawn-the talented learner, someone who can pick up things exremely fast and extremely well,someone who nver cease to impress me since the first day we met.Also the most humble person i have met.Also a very good teacher with an extremely good temper.
Huiling- the artist in Odac, truly one endowed with great artistical skills..she is also the most hardworking person i have ever met..has the ultimate ability to separate her mind from her body,thus acheiving feats like sleeping while standing and pushing on trekking even though her body's capabilities are spent and her only way of moving is through crawling.
Well,thats about it.My 21st Batch of fellow Odac instructors.Just a brief introduction.I learnt so much from all of them.Everyone was sincere,trusting and nobody complained during times of crazy shit.Its no wonder we are the best :D
well,time to stop cause i have to go to satay club to meet up with my sispec mates now..another great bunch of people.I feel lucky to have met so many people- Odacians,my 3 great buddies,Ms Lee,Sispec mates.One day i shall write about all of them..

POP lo! with that i ended my 9 weeks in bmt..the supposed most relaxed training phase in my whole ns life...maintained a really low profile for these 9 weeks..to the extent that most commanders didnt know my name..lol..only my section commander and pc knew..quite grateful to them for tt..the 9 weeks was fine..managed to steer clear of trouble for the whole period of time,quite proud of tt :D Didnt tio guard duty also!shiok.hahz..lest for a few sprains and wounds here and there,i felt a little stronger..learnt to appreciate loads of things in life- my parents,miss sin yan,brother,sister,my bed,my blanket..almost everything..block leave came and its going to be over soon in 2 days!!SIAN!
got posted to SISPEC(school of infantry specialist),but then they had another name for it...suffer in silence plus endless confinement..*shudders* hope its not all that bad man...heard tt 1st 3 weeks keep running and running..then after tt all outfield..hai..kinda hated outfield in bmt even though the stars were beautiful...Don't think i will get to enjoy beautiful stars now already coz sispec is in mainland..well..as they say, be a man and suck it up.lolz.

again it's been such a long time since i"ve blogged...well..i wouldnt have touched this blog again if not for yanlin's reminder 4 me to keep blogging so that she'll know what all we've been doing...haha..so give yanlin face man...
anyway yanlin's of for Australia for her overseas education..on PM scholarship (papamama) haha...and huiling also..to New Zealand...many ppl feel envious..but i feel that it will be a challenging trip for them this time round..all alone with so many things to adapt to...the fortunate thing is...technology!! can always catch up with frens and family online..so easy nowadays..and another lucky thing is that they are odac girls..most known for being strong :) so they should be heading for greener pastures...
just started my apprenticeship in my uncle's computer shop..working for him without drawing salary..but picking up computer skills along the way..even though it's not really a bed of roses..i felt at ease,and enriched by all e knowledge my uncle and uncle's wife imparted...very greatful :)
just realised how naive and immature i had been...these previous few months had taught me that there's more to life than what i use to think it encompasses..now is the time to spend more time and effort on learning skills and improving myself while i have the chance..maybe some things shouldn't take up such an important role in my life now...thanks to that special someone for the reminder :)
my brother is getting married soon!! 11 MArch Furama...its going to be such an exciting affair...really looking forward to it...but quite sad too..coz bro going to move out liao..then i'll be sleeping alone..but then i pity my sis more..coz i'll be enlisting soon..and she'll really be by herself man..poor girl
how i wish everything could be back to how it was,but even if my wish came true,would it be better for us?is this just a learning journey?i'll accept everything that's coming my way, and pray that the rain ends soon,and the rainbow come shining

Wow..its been so long since i've updated this blog..decided to update tonight :) how many months...i think 3 months have passed since the A's...dont know if i'll do well but just let fate decide..lol..everyone has since scattered and gone on with their individual lifes..some work,some volunteer,some go learn driving,some go holidays,some go Ns already...sigh..wish i can enlist in Jan...then don't have to work and spend so much time idling away..lol...
humans are weird..when we were so busy we wish we got as much free time as possible to do things we want..yet when we finally have the free time we want,we rather have the busy,yet enriching life that we had..
i finally started working..as a small sony redemption salesboy..working life is sian man...long hours..but my job is pretty slack..donno if its good or not..haha..pretty much swatting flies most of the time..wish i enlisted in January..

Investiture came and ended..with it marked the end of our odac term..one and a half years seem so short in retrospective..yet within this short period of time so many things happened...i made new, great and i believe everlasting friendship, learnt alot of new stuff which would be useful even ten years from now..and grew in a way which i never thought i could.This was what Odac gave me.."not just a cca..its life"
in a way edmund blossomed and begun his first footsteps into adulthood :)
all the proposals,the deadlines,the competitions,the scoldings,the blood,the sweat,the tears,the joy,the sadness,the madness,the rare praises,selection weekend,survival camp,june pahang trip,one star,two star,three star,climbing level 1,level 2,scholars orientation,Benom,SCS,Jc1s orientation,sea camp,March sea expedition,Belumut...the list goes on and on..
truely a road filled with obstacles :) yet we overcame all of them :D once an odacian, always an odacian!! AJ Odac rawks!!! even thou our term ended, its not the end of the journey for us :)

my class meinus, nice? my class guys, shuai?

mid years are finally over!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! enjoy the short break everyone!!!!

Just heard from my team mate that the winning Germany team had the same product idea as us!!wtf!! we could have been world champion!! singapore GEC judges. u are blind!!hai...so wasted

Global Enterprise Challenge 2005 was both an exhilarating and challenging event...really the experience of a lifetime and my team PICO Art rocked! yea..even though we didnt win in the end..i felt that solarD had the potential to win...imagine this..we made a solar and dynamo powered battery charger!! woah..hows that..really impressed by ourselves.. :D dont know if u guys will get to see this but to SengKyoo (Managing Director),Raf(IT design Director),Alyssa(Purchasing Director),Louie(Productions Director),Thaksha(Marketing Manager)Yin Zhi(Finance Director),Angela (Brands and Promotions Director)and myself (Creative Design Director) we rawk!!! miss ya all..

miss odac..miss everyone..

now i have a cut on my face,above my eyelids..got it while playing bball on tuesday..haha..disfigured liao...feeling restless and worried...need to really start studying..life sucks

overseas expedition ended yesterday...having jc2 closure next monday..after that studies...sian..

went back in e morning for AQ remedial today...so weird..so little ppl in the big LT4...then in the end felt so cold...but actually learnt something..haha..just realised tt my entries all kinda related to studies...i chao mugger..whole day talk abt studies only..but also never sit down and study...those tt knows me well will know tt i like to boast abt how smart i am..but know its not true la...results also nt that good...maybe e only thing i can boast abt is my kind heart :D so kind that when take chest xray the doctor ask me to go back and take again..coz e heart too kind..haha..anomalous...

how long nver blog le...haiz...feeling undisciplined....nver do much work since school end...then tmr going for overseas expedition...yay!! finally!!very excited abt it...haha..maybe its becoz its the last trip im going to have with odac..sigh..hope got the chance to push myself this time..just like last year..then really muz study hard when i come back le...work hard edmund!!!must finish all the worksheet and work given..
got this weird feeling today..lots of sentiments and feelings but when i wanna write it all down, i just can't do it...saw 2 of my previous classmates whose doing extremely well now..one top student in arts stream in another jc,the other one of the top science student...then looking back at myself...what have i done?definitely not nothing...but is it enough?hai.feel so useless

Bravo camp came and went, cant say i loved every single minute of it..but the camp was quite enjoyable :) especially the afternoon trek in Bukit Timah,its been a long time since i trekked..quite fun! especially when u complete what you have to do..discovered that our juniors are quite fit...tmr got physics and chem test combined..all on one day...die already..hai...really no confidence this time..especially in chemistry..think im just gonna flunk it..haha..

headache again...hai...tink im falling ill...tink its becoz of lack of exercise..i wanna climb!! sigh... only when u feel that you are losing something then u start yearning for it..stupid me :/

my head aches, havent been updating for a long time...haven't been updating for many other stuff too...i need photos for SCS....report done...any Odacians wanna read? :D but need the photos...if not cannot upload..haven't study for physics spa skill A..our last spa!! yay!! at long last..finally...but then it also implies that the A levels are coming v near..sian.....donno if im prepared anot... Odac activities have been very slack..think the main focus is on J1s now...watching them train so hard made me feel old..sian...our term is really short...many CCAs already pass out..
going for re-x-ray again next tuesday..hope there's nothing wrong with me..maybe its because my heart too kind..thats why the report never capture..haha...think everyone is tired...we really need a MAJOR morale booster in Odac..just some mindless rantering....

The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read Beneath the long, straggly branches of an old willow tree. Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown, For the world was intent on dragging me down. And if that weren't enough to ruin my day, A young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play. He stood right before me with his head tilted down And said with great excitement, "Look what I found!" In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight, with its petals all worn - not enough rain, or too little light. Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play, I faked a small smile and then shifted away. But instead of retreating he sat next to my side And placed the flower to his nose and declared with overacted surprise, "It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too. "That's why I picked it; here, it's for you." The weed before me was dying or dead. Not vibrant of colors, orange, yellow or red. But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave. So I reached for the flower, and replied, "Just what I need." But instead of him placing the flower in my hand, He held it midair without reason or plan. It was then that I noticed for the very first time that weed-toting boy could not see: he was blind. I heard my voice quiver, tears shone like the sun As I thanked him for picking the very best one. "You're welcome," he smiled, and then ran off to play, Unaware of the impact he'd had on my day. I sat there and wondered how he managed to see A self-pitying woman beneath an old willow tree. How did he know of my self-indulged plight? Perhaps from his heart, he'd been blessed with true sight. Through the eyes of a blind child, at last I could see the problem was not with the world; the problem was me. And for all of those times I myself had been blind, I vowed to see the beauty in life, and appreciate every second that's mine. And then I held that wilted flower up to my nose and breathed in the fragrance of a beautiful rose and smiled as I watched that young boy, another weed in his hand about to change the life of an unsuspecting old man. ~ By Cheryl L. Costello-Forshey

life has been good so far..not much stress, also not much things to do.. yay :) just got back my pw results..just glad that i passed? yup. nothing really bad has happened to me...but not everyone ard me are happy :( wish i can help them.but i just can't..and i really tried, gave my best.but somehow it's just not enough. its your choice how u live your life

Each morning I wake up and say to myself,you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood.' I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.

Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life

fucked up life.
totally fucked up.

extracted from shawns blog..tink its very very meaningful!
Standing for what you believe in, Regardless of the odds against you, And the pressure that tears at your resistance, ... that's Courage
Keeping a smile on your face, When inside you feel like dying, For the sake of supporting others, ... that's Strength
Stopping at nothing, And doing what's in your heart, You know is right, ... that's Determination
Doing more than is expected, To make another's life more bearable, Without utterign a single complaint, ... that's Compassion
Helping a friend in need, No matter the time or effort, To the best of your ability, ... that's Loyalty
Giving more than you have, And expecting nothing But nothing in return, ... that's Selflessness
Holding your head high, And being the best you know you can be When life seems to fall apart at your feet, Facing each difficulty with the confidence That time will bring you better tomorrow's and never giving up, ... that's Confidence
To the question of your life, You are the only Answer. To the problems of your life, You are the only Solution.

Sea camp ended today.. 2 words sums it all up..screw up...haha..but im numb already...actually he's quite right.. we don't learn from our mistakes.2 very important ppl sort of hinted to me that i don't learn from my mistakes already..one of them mr lim..yup...but this time i think im learning..i meant it.
glad that i've started picking up e pace again :) glad..

from kc's blog: Toa Payoh has this shop that sells comic books. Or you can rent them for 80 cents and read it right there. I checked out the second level and stumbled upon what struck me as a modern-day opium den. Small, enclosed room, people sedated on comic books. Terrible. Yet so appealing. When I approach 50 Im going to find myself a nice club/society, probably a reading group or a card-game group, and every weekend I'll plonk myself in a small cosy room, coffee on a side table, cards on the big one, quietly amusing individuals seated all around. Mmm. My most clearly defined aim in life is to retire, with some grace and wealth and possibly some friends, to the countryside in Britain, maybe the US. A charming country manor would be nice--the cost could be split between those with me. And every morning we would read the papers silently, sipping english tea by the french windows. And then we would have a game of cards before heading out for lunch; the manor would be in the countryside but at still a close distance to a small town. We would then head to one of the many bars in the town and have a drink or two. And we'd talk, and talk. Alternatively, a swim in a lake would be nice--I've always had that fantasy since Land Before Time. We then have Dinner. Dinner with jazz, Dinner at home beside a fireplace, anywhere would be nice. We'll then talk, or watch a show, or have a game of cards, or if a swim in the afternoon was not accomplished we could swim at night. I've always had a fantasy of swimming naked at night since..since dunno when. Beautiful isnt it. And throughout this last stage of life, I'll be looking back, looking back at everyone, everything. Probably fly here and there to see people. It's good to have a aim in life. sounds good kc :)

feeling sian..miss the vs days..so carefree..wahhhhhhh.sian.hock organise kimkeat outing lei.

in a good mood today..don't know why also...maybe it's because im finally getting used to it? haha..just went for sea ex recce with elaine,shawn and mr lim to SAFYC...so funny..last year went there wif laine, this year with laine again..haha..and mr lim dropped us off at the same place...punggol mrt..still as eerie as ever..haha..den went to e comic shop to read some comics..in a good mood now..yea....tmr family day..hope its gonna be fun!! :)

been so long since i updated..haha zhiyuan complained today..so decided to come and write some crap...haha ..eh..think this blog is dying a slow death so must revive it!!! fifififii fofofo!! hmm..don't know what to say...in fact i have lots to say.but its really too much to be penned down already..haha..anyway..just got this quite ugly and short haircut just before new year...then some of my relatives thought im serving NS already..HAHAHAH...all thanks to who?!?!?! ask me cut b4 new year :( now so ugly..but nvm..haha...at least cutting my hair made me luckier..won $70+ bucks in gambling..started from $2!! quite weird...feeling quite tired now....think everyone's feeling the same right? last time in vs..is wanna sleep also cannot get to sleep...now in JC its like wanna stay awake also very hard..shucks...wanted to finish chem notes last night one..then ..fell asleep 1/2 way..so crap..den my forehead full of pimples..all thanks to the seawater and scorching sun...though i tot my tan was nice..until skin started peeling off due to sunburn...disgusting...
and jeremy wasn't feeling well today..so never come school...GET WELL SOON DUDE!! missed not having u around..whacking the last stretch of e track wif u..haha..though u always leave me far behind...then ZhiYuan twisted his arms while doing the pull-up drills today...poor guy...v scared of twisting my shoulders again too..hmm...muz go down slowly everytime..den always no strength..haha..crap...feel so sluggish!! new year eat and sleep...next monday got chem test..donno why im writing all these here...nvm...write already going to resume studying....stlil got tutorials havent do..but i don wanna do...wanna study for test also cannot..crap...school is so screwed up...they shld change jc 2 years to 3 years..den more time for studies and everything..now everything is like happening all at the same time and so fast... still have lots to say..but no time..haha! see my post already tag pls!!pal rawks!

its been a long time since i've updated...v sian...school is becoming more stressful nowadays..think i've changed alot...need someone to tell me honestly..have i changed? and if so ..in what ways? good or bad?? i need answers... so many things to do..so many things to think about..

GET WELL SOON WEELEONG!!!
sigh..will miss having you in the class brightening up everyones day

sometimes i really wonder wads the use of this blog..
cant even say what i really wanna say here
quite sian of just writing down what i did etc etc..since i won't really go read my previous archives anyway
im sooooooo pissed wif my freaking mouse...cannot even last for an hour before it goes dead...or else it'll be going crazy darting around my computer screen and clicking randomly WITHOUT ANYONE EVEN TOUCHING THE DAMN THING...its supposed to be good too..optical mouse..like KANASAI...so pissed...thru 3 DOTA games it died halfway ...wanna crush it with a hammer!!
oh ya adventure jamboree..wasnt as tough as expected..just discovered that other jc odac's don't really rock climb as often as us :] anisah climbed as fast as a cjc odac guy ..hehehe so zai..
then the kayaking segment...pian pian must mix in some scavenger hunt shit...looking for cardboard amidst dead leaves...and we so unlucky..search so long also nothing come out...
next time must try walking alone at night in machritie..quite fun.. :] hmm..wad else? oh ya i hate the rain :(
And our Ajc team 1 comprising of shawn,wing,spencer,shiqi and elaine won 3rd in Ad jam!!! congrats guys!! think they really played well, with integrity!! coz they waited for their injured counsellor at the expense of missing out one checkpt..salute u ppl!!
and many thanks to nu er SHU JUAN for helping us out early in the morning just to complete our dumb questionaire, surfing the net and stuff!! sorry for waking u up shujuan and billions of thanks!! :D u rawk!
and also many thanks to shing and shujuan for wishing us luck before the ad jam in wingsing's house!! hehe

ah ma got discharged today! after 2 weeks in hospital she's finally out...so proud of her..anyway my ah ma really slimmed down quite alot..hospital food is really bland..yucks! her 1st day spent in home after so many days in the hospital ,poor girl..think she's sick of the place already..coz even i feel sick of SGH, the food,the polar cake hse..everything..e whole family sitting beside her ward doing nothing except talking...quite boring really..so quite glad ah ma's out already :D hope she don't go back in again plspls...she really slimmed down alot..ahh the wonders of a hospital visit!!..*hints* to those odac girls
..hehe..anyway,my ah ma's quite funny...think one of her elderly frens came to visit her today ..and the only thing she kept repeating to her fren was "why u become so fat?" hahaha...then she kept asking what are we having for dinner lunch etc..poor girl , think she really missed home cooked food..food that i take for granted..anyway home cooked food from my hse is quite bland too..one fish one vegetable..always feel quite hungry after that...nvm..very suitable for her..haha..
hmm..these visits to the hospital let me see alot of things i wouldn't have seen normally..patients who have very little visitors,patients who don't wanna eat, patients who can sleep the whole day,patients who have to undergo dialysis everyday...quite an eye opener..but really don't feel like going back again..yup..

Only love Jan Wayne
Looking for a window above
it's like a story of love
Can you hear me
came back only yesterday
we're moving further away
won't you near me
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you
padadadam
This is how we do it
Sometimes when I think of your name
And it's only a game
Then I need you
Listen to the words that you say
Getting harder to stay
When I see you
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE..haha..christmas eve today...went out in e afternoon for lunch with louisa and jeremy..thx sister for the treat and the belated birthday present!!! =D had a good time with them...then we took neoprint...saw ruina,eileen and their friends...then after that went home to slack...so relaxed now...:) everyone at home...thats what christmas should be rite? to be spent with your loved ones and those close to you :) merry christmas to everyone out there!! those at home,in town etc etc...

i need music in my blog...think hock's blog music v nice..always go there listen to the midi there..haha hmmm...yesterday ate suki sushi with zhiyuan,yiling and weeleong..eat until wanna puke...so full...haha..but e food is nice...but so ex...don't think i ate back $17 worth of food...wasted...after that we met up with jeremy and darren, then bought darren's present for *ahem*, a piglet handphone chain..then we went home...was too tired coz chalet just over..yup..think zhiyuan and yiling continued jalan jalan..so romantic~
chalet was great fun!! 1st night, we cycled to Changi village and OCH..climbed onto the chalet rooftop to see stars~~ 2nd night,bbq...saw alot of new faces again...past batches of odacians..quite interesting...then watched exorcist..but 1/2 the ppl were asleep...haha...next day woke up, meet zhiyuan they all already.. =)
blog seems disorganised..heck..not thinking..haha

havent been blogging frequently lately...too lazy...haha and the posts quite short..got ppl complain...haha..so here i am..yup...went swimming with odac peeps today...started at 10..swam for quite long...tok cok for even longer...haha..in the end only started our studying at 3pm?? so late..haha..then only shawn and me the only guys..tmr gg swimming again..yea....then sat swimming again...lalala

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1st time missing odac tmr =/ ..sian ..cannot go for the last odac session...sad...but guess it cant be helped..grandma unwell and no one at home to look after her tmr...hope she recovers soon man...hai...disappointed.. gonna stone at home all day tmr.. sucks.. nvm...MAYBE i'll get some work done..hehe..

sooo happy!!!! odac expedition over..service learning over...scholars orientation over..finally..a break...but still got homework!!! arghhhhh...anyway..this year is coming to an end..hectic year..great year..very very greatful to everyone!!! everyone ard me...enjoyed e breakfast during service learning very much..haha.. alot of sandfly bites!! souvenirs from perak..haha...donno wad to blog le..just relieved...all the events are over..looking forward to chalet to EAT EAT EAT..hahaha

my bday (: so funny...didnt used to celebrate it..now suddenly so many peep rembr it...haha..happy...thanks odac for raping me =/ my hair stinks!!! argg.. wanna say thank you to everyone who remembered my birthday!!Odac peeps,zhiyuan,jeremy,weeleong,yiling,nancy,wingz,fizzah and 25/04 peeps,VS peeps,others,louisa,suat,huiwen..last but not least.. pal!! =P thank you all!! so happy..haha..

perak was great!! odac rawks..so proud of everyone of us!! =D
never bath for 6 days, tio sand flies,leech bites and uncountable cuts and blisters..ouchhh but still the expedition was great =) learnt alot of trekking,packing and safety tips from the seniors,guides and teachers...
DAY 1/DAY2 Reached the 4 wheel drive area..field cooking was cancelled and we ate chicken rice instead...the journey to the mountain base was great..damn exciting...the big jeep nearly topple over..haha...all was fine until the trek up to base camp..initially i thought the trek would be normal..just a warmup to the trek to summit the next day...oh boy was i wrong...with the freaking 22kg bagpack i felt so heavy..lugging the 6 men tent all the way ...10 HOURS of trekking...tio 4 leech bites on the way up the mountain already..socks became muddy and bloody..damn disgusting..den lunch field cooking was cancelled again..we ate bread...really pity spencer...taking the heavy bagpack with the ice box up the hill and stuff..so small yet take such a heavy bagpack..peifu peifu....then 3 hours before we reach high camp...they were like saying "10mins more" imagine how many 10 mins more we took...grinded us down mentally at the very end...but im glad we peservered =D was the 1st grp that went to set up base camp while waiting for the 2nd grp..really peifu the 2nd grp guys...trekking in the dark and all..decided i wanna conquer the summit...so decided to try for it the next day
DAY3 ascend 2 summit.. the really long trek...13 hours!! initially the turn about time was 1.30p.m ..by then we were supposed to reach the peak..in the end only reached it at abt 3.30p.m...2 hours behind time..but i was really glad we reached the summit..even though the senery was KANASAI and there were absolutely no nice view down...then we started the descend..where the real trek started...the trek in the dark...quite scary really..alot of visual illusions in the dark..once in a while you think that u saw a human figure right in front of u...when it was actually a plant or tree...then going up and down so many ridges..very tedious and very long...my mind started thinking abt alot of things ..happy stuff...and this particular quote "when the going gets tough, thats when you musn't give up!!"..luckily they sustained me!!then we ran out of water..moltivational food...1st time i realised the importance of these seemingly basic items...just when we needed them we're so short of them...would nver ever take water for granted again..then we heard voices at high camp cheering for us...like voices from heaven..haha..that really moltivated us to press on...then finally we reached high camp ..got campbell soup waiting for us...tasted super nice...even better than those restaurant mushroom soup!! serious!!! then i ate like 3 fruits....its one of my favourite food now...in the past i don't even touch them =/
DAY4 descend down..i slidded alot down the slopes...got quite alot of mud up my pants..hahaha..but nearly strained my arm again while trying to break a fall..so heng...don't think anyone knew..haha..but the feeling when we got down to the waterfall camp was WONDERFUL......even better than when we reached the summit...so long never see water already..took the chance to clean off the mud on our bodies..shiok!!!!then we set up camp and slpt...did sentry with hendric..had a nice chat with him while cooking milo...learnt alot of stuff also..abt packing light and stuff...
DAY5 REST day...played with water under the waterfall even though it was damn cold..but still shuang..one of the best day..then we went for lunch in the small town...felt weird stepping on concrete ground again..lol..dinner was SUPERB.was in one of those highway stops....SAW A 6 STAR TOILET WITH PLANTS INSIDE..can even sleep inside....
DAY6 Did caving and white water rafting... caving was alright...e cave was one of those with a small river running thru it...quite cooling although at times we had to crouch on all fours to squeeze thru small tunnels...saw alot of historical drawings on the cave walls too..interesting!!!!
white water rafting was pretty sian...even though the rapids were quite swift we keep getting stuck onto rocks...in the end it was quite sian.......until we started dragging people onto our boat..very interesting..hehe..
DAY7 HOME SWEET HOME....reached S'pore at about 4.45a.m then we went back to school...finished washing up and debrief by 1p.m..when the college is about to close...then went for lunch at S11...drank SUPER BIG GULP..shiok...haha..then home liao..so tired...donno got ppl miss me anot =P
overall it was a terrific trip..an experience of a lifetime..especially the trekking..really pushed us to approach our limits..really impressed by all the peeps ard me..the odacians..they rawk!!
-Gunong Benom Expedition 2004-

suddenly very thirsty!!!!i wanna drink until very bloated!! today odac whole day..as usual.. carried the super heavy bagpack...think its going 2 be the toughest expedition ever...i think my full bag pack is 22kg!!can turn turtle while wearing the bag..! haven't pack yet...think im gonna pack tmr...haiz..tonight no mood to pack.tired.going off on sunday!! =)
tmr meeting class for Sl meeting..b4 i go for expe..hope its gonna be successful..yup

我们用多一点点的辛苦 来交换多一点点的幸福 就算
幸福 还有一段路 等我们学会忍耐和付出
这爱情一定会有张证书 证明 从此 不孤独
PLANNING FASTER OVER BAHHHHHHHHHHHH
-drained-

just another day....a very very nice day never rain at all!! amazing!!! :) =) =] went out today....finally can relax ...even if its just for a day....even if it's gonna be a really hectic month after this...just very glad i went out today... =) happy!! tmr canoe polo...gg to be real fun!! hope food can be settled soon...and Sl stuff run smoothly..haiz...so hard 2 gather e whole class...

my mind is in a whirl..so many things haven't settle...so many things to do..so many problems..so tired..gg 4 e chalet was stupid..even though it was fun..so many problems came after tt..no energy for scholars orientation recce..then pissed off mum for keep gg out for odac..thought i'll feel better after sleeping..but still my mind is in a state of confusion..everything is so unsettled..so screwed up..dead.
but thanks =) thanx for walking so fast when u heard i've to get my ass home by 3 or quit odac...odac rox..thanks guys...heart felt warm n fuzzy.
hope everything settles soon..thanks for saying good nite =) wanna see stars =(

ahhh just a long day....met odacians at 845 in tan tock seng to take 2 immunization jabs...the jabs were so fast, not pain at all!!haha...then after that went to eat.we saw a really filling meal for just $3.80..tio conned..the food wasn't nice at all, all vegetables and nothing else...ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....moral of the story : dont buy food on offer!!
then went back to school...lotsa food planning to do...then potato informed me tt 2nd dec cannot use sch compounds..soo mafaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!! then the food...have to worry about how to pack,how to keep it fresh, how long it will last, how nutritious and filling it is, how to cook,logistics needed how to make everyone happy blah blah blah...sux to the core man....just glad ur here wif me =] thx thx

3 star kayaking training course ended today..gonna miss it..haha
today is the most hiong session ever...instructor made us submarine our boats and paddle such a long distance back...so tiring............keep drinking salt water and holding our breathe...until later on after we beached up we found that we all had problems breathing freely...haha..
my whole world is bobbing up and down now~~ oh yea, im happy i finally got to eat the western food in changi village..so ex but so nice =).ate until wanna puke..lol...
i wanna sleep liao~

hey!!! decided to write this because zhiyuan and the pig complained~~ okok....today very interesting~~ woke up at 7 in the morning den started doing up this silly blog of mine~~ in the end louisa still complain that its so ugly, so another revamp!!!
haha..hope its nicer now, dont tell me to change anymore pls~~
after that went to play bball...quite fun...then went to hock's house to bathe..wow! hocks sister doesn't look like him at all!!so pretty!!haha =P
then then....went to eat porridge in toapayoh!!it wasn't the one i ate when i was in pcps but its still very nice!!! but the aunty ate so slow..i even had time for second round!!haha.... then the group of us walked around the perimeter of pcps...so big so nice!! much nicer than Ai tong hahaha...... then go home already~~~~ quite tired....
then i just went to visit grandma..she's fine i tink, waiting for her health report. yup, but judging from the amount of dinner she ate i think she's okay =)

Come on
And finally the silence,
looking out, looking back across the sky,
Trying to find a meaning,
knowing that I just left it all behind
Still I smell a lingering softness
Where did she go, how did she go, I wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me
Come on, without you I'll never feel the love inside
of me
Come On, you know that we belong
come on, come on
Thinking back before her,
I never knew the meaning of alone
Still the flag is feeling foreign,
I live the day to escape into a phone
Speaking of a world not real then
where did she go how did she go, I wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me
Come on...
She's coming, She's coming here to me, I'm needing,
desiring to kiss her now, I'm living for her,
breathing for her, singing for her fairytale

pws over~~~ happy~~ now for other things~~ but first i wanna relax~~

im tired.. really tired..but im happy =) Did the roll today...so shiok!! odac rox! love odac. frankie u suck. happy birthday shawn! you have been a great sport! shing huay buddy= maria full of grace. wingsing, you can't use a paddle to steer a taxi.Dinner was good~ i think im going to sleep soon. Pw faster end ba~ Hope Service learning will be successful.Hope Gunong Benom will be successful.Hope Urban challenge will be successful.Hope adventure Jamboree will be successful.Hope canoe polo will be fun.next week 3 star kayaking end le!Hope odac chalet will be fun.Hope class chalet will be fun.Hope what i wish for comes true~ tink im gonna get a major headache tmr morning..i pity those that have Op tmr..jiayou and good luck guys!!!

oh man.....haha, can't believe it, busier now after the promos..with pw,sL,odac activities, almost everyday cannot go home early man...don't know why im writing this...supposed to do pw evaluation now...just wanna slack a while? yes...food food food....what is light and gives alot of energy?? tau pok..hahaha...learnt this today..okay guys for our end of year expedition we're gonna eat lots of tau pok for the finale..hehe hope you will enjoy it~my printer sucks.need to type out letter to certify i went for n v m, then hopefully that teacher will sign it..yay..

i swear that pw is the one of the worst things that ever happened to me, its so freakin useless and such a waste of time.. today do the stupid wr and op until so tired...running ard photostating, punching holes in the stupid WR, and poor jeremy had to run from school to NYP THEN to AMK central to get some stupid white file which HAD to be white, of all colours, and the bloody bookshop had to run out of them TODAY. everything was so chaotic, so crazy, so disorganised...all our stuff were everywhere...oh man...everyone was like rushing to finish up some last minute stuff... ok i dont know what im talking about..but im pretty sure 99% of peeps out there will agree with me. PW sucks.BIG TIME.

sooo tired...these past 3 days have been damn tiring..but super fun!! saturday-open house, i was facilitator, kinda interesting taking people around to different cca booths, interacting and talking to them , telling them about the school and stuff..quite fulfilling, especially in the end where they leave and say "thank you!" felt a sense of acheivement man..haha, then saw zhiyuan's juniors also! wah, din expect him to be quite famous back in SKSS? haha, his performance was not bad too, quite nice, thats why i like the rod!! oh yea sin yan's performance after that was quite nice too,but dunno why she say she din perform well, well done pal! sunday-kayaking 3 star, very tiring, think i capsized more than 10 times in one day, haha in the end i woke up the next day with a very painful right face, but feeling better right now, felt so guilty towards joseph, i capsized 3 times while trying out the edging..then waste time doing the T-rescue,haha , sorry joseph~ the nicest part was when the instructor taught us the setup for the roll, damn cool man, it's just like pulling out a sword or something, that pose..think my water confidence level really shot up man... can open my eyes in the sea water already, even though i only saw greenish stuff haha..must be because of swimming with shawn,elaine they all..so nice.. today-Monday, got back GP papers, quite alot of ppl upset ,hai, cheer up k shing huay? have faith.Then we went to OCS for a visit, 2nd time already,i slept so well on the bus ride to and fro..haha..nearly drool.. its like nothing changed, still like a resort, but this time we got to play with the weapons and eat their food, not bad la..the night vision stuff was very cool also..

hi..promos are over , got back some results..today quite sad actually...alot of ppl ard v sad...wish i can make them feel better..but i just can't hai..don't have the ability to do so.yup. open house tmr,then kayaking course on Sunday, hope its going to be a really busy weekend, so can take my mind off somethings..yea.

im very nice today,accompanied zhiyuan in his 4 hour wait....haha , very impressed and shocked by him..he actually showed grief for a short 4 hour separation...so sweet right?too bad he's taken haha, so too bad girls out there1! then we played basketball!! quite hiong...in the end while chasing the bus back home my leg cramp..haha poor me..before that strained my arms again...my whole body is breaking apart already...then we helped weeleong revenge..haha the guy that looked down on him was soooooooooo scared of us in the end...haha hm..feeling much better already...going out with them tmr...hope its gonna be fun.yup.

went out with odacians today..swimming in the morning then went to watch New Police Story. Especially like the part where the female lead said"when you miss someone, the only cure for you will be to meet that person. When that person doesn't appear, at least you have memories to sustain you"...hmmmm very very meaningful.everyone should go watch new police story!! definitely worth your money haha

yay..promos over...haha finally can relax* ahhh...........................shuang...but i think its going to be really busy soon..full scale odac from now on..still got pw and other stuff..hai, the promo papers were okay..econs & chemistry papers are totally f***** up though.. teach until so lousy and u give such a difficult paper? screw u.ok shall stop complaining..haha.although prelims are over, i don't really feel happy, weird.i think it rained today

Unwell All day staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold onFeeling like I'm headed for a breakdown And I don't know why But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be...me I'm talking to myself in public Dodging glances on the train And I know, I know they've all been talking about me I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me Out of all the hours thinking Somehow I've lost my mind

jiayou study hard to ur promos everyone! =]

a wise person once told me how school drains the life out of her. i have to agree with her..totally drained of my energy today...super tired. god help me in physics. dont let my combination change k?pls?pls?

woah...saw teck wei in the bus today!! such a coincidence..hai..really surprised when he waved at me..cant believe he still remember all his juniors..rox man..we chatted until we reached my stop..haha, hes going to be a policeman in the future or something..so zai..haha..yeps very nice feeling..haha..

whee..haha didnt go out today, spent the whole day playing computer games and trying to study..didn't do much..somewhat finish my math tutorial? then tried studying chem in front of tv..impossible haha..air went in only. goodness..really nothing went in..dont know what i've been doing the whole day man..slacker me..haha..here study abit there study abit..in the end..haha. oh went running in the evening today..felt good..even though i dont know how much i run..just run...haha..

todays quite a busy day..in the morning went to school for chem tutorial..not bad, at least now i understand where i went wrong..then mug until 1pm?haha then went to heartland to find the odacians..bought the bbq stuff den went to wing's house to prepare...very fun!! learnt a bit of piano from my daughter today..she so zai haha ,den in the end everyone got dunked in the pool..stupid hendric pulled me in..ahaa.. at night i went to visit my god grandma...she got a mild stroke..luckily she still can speak..was so relieved when she talked to me..haha big burden off my shoulders..hope she recovers soon!! yes... tmr going out wif zhiyuan,weeleong,jeremy they all..hope its gonna be fun yeps..

haha...actually felt quite sian today..now feeling abit better..haha thx aunt kelly~ you always manage to make me smile~ =) thx huiling also!! the song u sent me is very nice!! haha

todays odac quite hiong to the hands haha.. we climbed 4 routes, belay and Ba for all the 4 routes haha. quite happy i climbed to the top for all the routes i took hehe ..even though they were fairly simple..now my arms are so tensed..even clenching them is difficult..haha but felt good...then after climbing we were made to cool down..then stayed in push up position for quite long??haha , as shing juay buddy and shiqi kept the ropes...glad we tahan till the end..haha. now hands very tired..cannot do homework wahahaha. good excuse =)

hi....im back haha.teacher's day was nice..very long and boring...the fun part was after the Aj celebrations, where we returned to Vs...hock footed the taxi bill hehe..saw Ian,edgar,Jingze,desmond etc etc...vv nice to see them...vj ppl very seh...haha..jealous..then after collecting the Olvl cert (main priority), we went to Parkway to eat...laksa v nice..hehe...after that we split up, Ong went to "partor" with Grace, Me,Tyg,hock and jeremy went to town to find ngiam,kin,sherman they all...after that we played pool...then vv tired...went home early..haha

heyyy okay i shall write abt my "daughter" yes yes my daughter of 17 years, chio juan as she call herself, so coincidental shes the girlfren of my good friend weeleong!! through my introduction okay..hahaha this daughter of mine...like to say shes chio, shes actually not bad la aiya my genes ma what to do, but dont have to go around telling ppl ur chio , v bhb you know ..tsk tsk , why learn from ur lao pa hahaha...she never fails to brighten up my day with her vvv enthusiastic "hi's" hahahaa, in fact she brighten up the days of everyone around her...haha...how else should i write leh? hehe oh yes she can be a bit "zhuan niu jiao jian" at times..haha AND SHE HAS THIS TYPICAL FUNKY TECHNO DANCE SHE WILL DO EVERYTIME U TAP HER LEFT AND RIGHT SHOULDERS AND HEADS . GO TRY IT!! HEHEHEHE

i tink i screwed up today. lack the practise . but never mind we had odac. it was fun! haha especially the climbing part..odacians rock too...yea haha.

physics test tmr. i dont wanna fail again.im confused, i dont wanna drop subject,im stressed out, i need a breather, im venting out my frustration.someone save me...LALALALA~ i dont know what im doing here.should be mugging.see.im confused.

feeling sian hai, tmr muz meet at 7 again..have to take bus alone again..hai guess its bobian i guess , muz sacrifice small me to complete the big family..hehe why does everyone say i always look very happy? do i really?

hey im back!! hehe today is jere's birthday hahaha happy birthday dude!!! wanted to go fish and co but too crowded...n the end we went to long john haha, then spend some time folding stars.all of us hock,ying guang,wilson,jeremy,eugene were folding stars right in front of the counter hahaha. then after that went walking around, found lots of nice things e.g. cool shoe bags, nice bags, funny toys . hahaa. oh yes in the morning we were preached by Mr Lim, he said we were to individualistic and haven't really bonded, i found that abit true, but i think odac is quite bonded already leh, maybe its becoz i was from a relatively disunited cca when i was in vs? then after that we had our serious discussion and sharing session, i found joseph's comments very meaningful..abt us being compared too much to previous batches, we are we, we must be unique as the 21st batch of odacians ...yea hehe then after that wingsing was raped because its his birthday today. in the end everyone tio water and all that, but most cham is shawn who actually wrestled with wingsing hahaha.hope we dont get scolded for making so much noise :X then after that went to find louisa and shiyin . the 2 crazy and lamest girls in the planet haha, they can slang and crap for so long , stone in the galilee cafe drinking one small cup of drink that cost $3.20 hahaha . then while we were walking to the mrt shiyin took 2 handphone brochures and put them in louisa's bag. Then louisa thought it was me who did it?!?! im innocent....

yea...now im blogging about Louisa~~ okay seriously this is the last person im gonna blog abt k..hehe, well louisa's my sister, she quite nice , kind and has super fair skin *according to weeleong~ shes currently single so any single guys reading my blog now , go for it!! hehe careful though she carries a policy of daoism to ppl, even to her own brother, tsktsk but then she can be really nice at times ( very rare) and usually spends her time bullying her poor brother =( she forced me to write abt her!!! so bhb!!! OMG!!! hehe.okay okay was just joking~ oh my sister huh, she seems feminine but according to her SHE SMACKS PEOPLE, so watch out guys!! hehe. okay la thats all =]

oh yea, today zhiyuan got elected to be the Puma house vice captain haha, zai zai zai , congrats man!! haha your speech was damn funny but the suggestion was very good , yup haha orrr okay now i shall write abt weeleong, wth man, i tot blogs are supposed to be all abt me?!?! hahaha okay weeleong was initially a nice flat hair guy, but now hes a spike hair monkey wahaha, oh yea he is a bendan and bendan lurv juan :X hehehe he got gf already aiyo sian sia , why all got gf haha. wad can i say, weeleong likes running and is good in almost every sport yup, monkey ma wad u expect haha but he cant fold a nice star !!! wahaha!!! this monkey also always full of energy and he has a lethal mouth!! hehe , just like his gf :X

hahaha..paisehpaiseh jeremy..hehe yes jeremy helped me choose louisa's birthday present.. a very big thank you!! hehe i would find it much more paiseh if i went to buy the presents myself in those girl girl stores hehe.. okok now i shall write abt jeremy hahaha. Jeremy is another shuai ge , this time is real one wahaha not monkey zhiyuan , then hes very sociable, always say hi to alot of ppl (90%) girls , even outside school also alot!! nyp also got ,mac also got,long john also got,wahahahaha, den got alot of qing fu :X joking la haha, i always say his qing fu is Ruina btw :X hehehe..budden his very loyal to his gf one okay, so when he moody that time we all know whats the reason , cheer up la okay pal, but now everything is fine hahaha. oh yea he give top notch massage wahaha ooi i type liao tmr help me msg hahaha and he can do 20++ pull up at one go sick~ so the girls all feel very safe wif him hehe

ok Zhi Yuan asked me to write about him so here goes,zhi yuan is a shuai ge , the nai kan type, initially when u see him you will think that you saw a monkey hehe but after some time he actually looks quite human~ haha oh ya, nancy said he got sexy bums hehe.His hair is like his favourite fruit, durian or esplanade, wad eva haha .He is a nice guy, always lend us soap and shampoo and gel after Pe, thank you! oh he is very loyal to his girlfriend, so girls forget about asking me to intro him to you all la huh, louisa hor : D hehe still ask me who is zhi yuan :P WAHAHAHAH. okay thats all . anything else to add?? oh ya his basketball also shoot until very zhun haha

back..hehe, well louisa's birthday was yesterday haha first time i see her laughing so happily haha, hope u had a really nice birthday sister~ oh ya and dont bother about wad ppl think of u ya, im sure the ger she was referring to was not you anyway haha :) Ok, back to todays matters, had gp and econs test, i got no comments on them.hai...then odac, did some sport climbing..very fun ,, finally i can reach the top of the 3rd route yay~ happy~

louisa's birthday on friday!! happy birthday sister!! haha..hope u have a really good birthday...just dont get too creamed lol. oh ya i promised to write about shawn if i blog today so here goes..hehe.shawn.jumped.alot.today.as.usual.=D

hey..thanks shawn for that post all about me =) now everyone knows how shameless i am..haha now this post is entirely about shawn SHAWN cute guy can zao xia even when talking loves jumping damn zai in kayaking damn zai in rock climbing i very jealous very fun very friendly very froggy ur hair has returned back to normal yup i believe that u like c** **** hehe thats all anything else u wanna add..

my blogs really should be shorter

yea im back...finally..haha , been to lots of places the past 3 days... Friday: AFter the Aj race which was not much of a race, just taking MRT and going about leisurely...it was quite slack and short actually..haha, then we threw weeleong into the fountain...cause he very stinko...hahaa. then the class went out, we went to Jubilee, watched the village.. initially thought it was a horror movie, turned out to be some Philosophical movie about human nature and sin and stuff..blahblah..okay..shall not spoil it for those who have'nt watched the show..haha , its not scary at all btw..haha quite funny/boring at times...i know weeleong watch until sleep..haha..OH YA Mr Chua Seng Khim aka Potato went with us..hehe actually quite fun to go around with him..nver fails to make us laugh with his comical actions..haha then after the movie he led us to the AMK food center..where we joined two huge tables together and watched Mr Chua slurp his hokkien mee cause none of us was hungry..hehe Then after that i went to Dhoby Ghaut myself to buy a volleyball..stupid weeleong dont wanna join me, haha he didn't want to go around wearing Pe kit.. =P coz its really zi zuo zi shou for me haha, walked around..then i saw Shing huay(buddy), then saw wingsing elaine and shawn...very very coincedental..haha , then got treated to $4 whopper meal by wingsing then they went with me to buy a volleyball..haha we got a blue and yellow one..aj colours...then after that went walking around aimlessly in orchard with shawn and elaine... forgot what we did also...3 of our walking around...oh ya , i only had 30 cents in my wallet that day..haha after buying vball pokai liao =p Saturday: went sentosa with odacians...very pathetic..only 11/19 came..haha about half only..okay these 11 included shawn,elaine,hendric,shi xiang,wingsing,me,shinghuay,suatcheng,jason,anisah and shujuan... quite fun day...playing volleyball and dipping in the cool cool water,playing cards and eating tidbits....then we actually went to climb coconut trees!!!! wahhaa 1st time experience for me..so fun fun fun!! i actually plucked 3 *proud* but the tree was like so damn short haha hendric and shawn the monkeys climbed up damn fast ...i took a damn long time..haha then we sat by the concrete sit walk like some 1960s bushman cracking the coconuts..damn funny.. attracted alot of attention..even though the coconuts didnt taste very nice i still felt so good~~ haha . at the end of the day we were all grimacing while wearing our shirts..MAJOR SUNBURN!!...my shoulder and back portion is entirely RED...damn pain...still havent recover ..but overall its still a damn nice experience..haha then we went back to the hawker in harbour front and had a nice dinner -char kway tiao..damn famous.. Sunday: went Sentosa AGAIN!! HAHA this time was accompanying my cousin to go sight -seeing.. we went to the underwater world...its been like 10+ years since i've entered? must grasp the chance..haha this time i made sure i see everything thoroughly inside..the displays and animals are quite nice but i dont think its worth $17.30.. the entrance fee..haha i pity the tourists. oh yea i saw a dugong!! very cute animal..haha After that we went to Dolphin lagoon , the entrance ticket was complimentary...the show was kinda disappointing and overall nothing special..haha but im just glad i saw the pink dolphins..yup, then went to fish farm and had bbq with my cousins and all, spent the time talking with them and just slacking around bbqing...yup...after that i went home..haha Monday: Ndp!!!! this year they give out red sling bags..hehe its quite nice to see all the people wearing red watching the parade too...went with my family this year..the programme this year was quite normal,the mass displays and all the performances and such..the display band put up a terrific performance.. the only major difference is the tribute given to Pm Goh at the end.. how time flies..its been 14 years already ..yup and i thought he still looked the same. The major highlight of this year's parade must be Lin JJ singing home though...very very nice...even though his stage time was very short..haha still its very nice...glad i didn't miss the parade, especially like the last part where everyone sang along , singing all those national songs......then the parade ended..after that we spent about 30-40 minutes squeezing our way out of the stadium..haha.....

im back..hehe as you can see, i changed my blogskin,3 times!! haha .Didn't quite like my old layout, then got very jealous when i saw Louisa's blog..so nice!! argg, then i begun searching ..this layout nice right..hahaha well, i guess i created a record of losing $80 in 3 days! hurray...haha.let me explain slowly... First i lost $50 to the locksmith when i returned home without bringing my keys along...and my parents were overseas, so bobian have to call the locksmith and he charged me $50 ... Then the stupid Weeleong TORE away my 10 bucks...yea , not joking he actually stripped the 10 bucks into half..haha...so barbaric..stupid weeleong..hehehe Then i must pay for the odac volleyball (cheapest $20)which i kicked up the MPH roof..haha, but i think the rest of the odacians will subsidise my alot =) they so nice hahaha.. very lazy to write nowadays...very shagged..haha oh yea..my relative from China has came over to stay for a few days. turns out that he wants to watch Singapore's National Day, he's very very good in math and science...haha, then hes sleeping with me in my room...very good...tutorial no fear don't know how to do liao..haha

yoyo im back haha...well i went through the odac investiture, basically its the jc2s handing over their jobs and stuff to j1s while they retire, we step up...yup The food was okay, music was great but during the whole process of building a relatively simple structure i saw quite a few tempers flare, quite scary in the end the structure stood up but its not really magnificent..haha The the investiture started at about 5pm .Jingxin , Hendric , Mr Lim and Miss Joy Tan made their respective speeches , Hendric and Mr Lim"s speeches had the most impact on me, made me realise how Odac had made me grow as an individual and what BRAVO stands for, and how we need PICARD to acheive it...yup haha.

heyee~~ my day was great!! haha..basically this really funny thing happened today..haha , after school i went to find louisa who was with her friends ruina,eileen and shiyin, They were doing pw stuff , so after chatting a bit i went to jeremy who was sitting just beside them,haha turns out he knew all of them , wah he really very sociable man..haha then suddenly we found our minutes for pw gone, the 1st meeting de minutes, search high and low also cannot find ...finally give up then i began rewriting the minutes ..haha Then for don't know what reason Ruina went away for a while, she went to get her erhu i think, then the evil louisa and shiyin began finding places to keep her bag..tsk tsk, jeremy finally kept it in the boy's toilet..hahaha In the end when Ruina came back of course the poor girl began looking high and low for her bag....then they told her Eileen took it..haha after a really long search by Ruina who was basically just asking lots and lots of qns and calling eileen and stuff..haha, finally jeremy went in the toilet and came out carrying her bag..hahaha , he walked out carrying the red bag , laughing and laughing ......... Then they started to bluff eileen through the handphone that she took ruinas bag and i was supposed to see eileen taking ruina's bag to the bookshop... -_-" very very confusing, eileen got hysterical i tink haha and she actually excused herself from Co practise and came down looking for the bag...in the end when she saw the bag intact with ruina she actually screamed..very loudly ...gosh i think thats the 1st time in my life where i actually rolled my eyes...hahaha

hihi...haha can elaborate more already, turns out that the "mistress"  my friend was buying necklace for was for his girlfriend herself, duh~~ haha their 3rd anniversary ma, i was quite surprised when i saw her with the present. Quite impressed with my friend also, very devoted...no wonder their relationship can sustain for 3 years, quite long wor considering their age, but evidently my friend didn't think so wor, i think their relationship is like..super strong? hmmm.wonder if i can sustain something like that?haha..

Watched windstruck with zhiyuan and weeleong today, we went for the reallly early movie at 11.10 am haha the whole cinema was quite empty..haha then we realised that other than us the people there were ALL couples..in the end we decided to let them be aloone and take up the empty seats in front..the show was quite nice and funny, but not as touching as louisa said it was la..haha i didn't cry unlike someone ..bleahh hahaha Ah then during the cinema we ate potato chips and drank tea which i smuggled with my deuter 30s aircomfort bag..hahaha so handy!!but then my bag became quite heavy.. Zhiyuan bought a volleyball before that..which he carried around , made him look really stupid so he went to put it in my bag, then i made him carry my bag cause all the stuff inside is his!! haha...then we went walking around aimlessly...so boring...then we went to find jeremy, hecome abit siao liao haha all because his gf bohiu him..made him quite pissed then he wanted to bao weeleong..jeremy become very HIGH also, running around Bugis and laughing like a maniac and stuff, so scary...hahahaha in the end we bought some stuff in bugis...cannot elaborate or someone will be in trouble liao :P then i went for pw at woodlands library...really boring, nothing to say abt that..then went home le

rehizzz!! haha..today odac announced its EXCO members, quite pleased with the new exco la, i know they will lead us to greater heights de..yupz.. Then we went to Kfc and ate...odac drag until so long,actually plan nice nice want go cousin hse take Pw stuff then have lunch with sis de...too bad in the end had lunch with odac ppl then directly went for Pw work le..very dissapointing..haiz Then after pw, we went to watch basketball match between Xue lian (hong) and Hua Tian, standard very high man...in the end Combined school team won la , very nice match...never regret watching it ..yupz

im boredboredboredboredboredbored stiff blah blah blah don't feeling like typing what happened, so i'll summarize them 1) Survival Camp Was fun and enriching but kinda tiring...for me i guess.The sea expedition was kinda disappointing, but i liked the part where we must chiong through the rain though...there was an instant where we left the rain behind us...great feeling.. 2)Odac EXCO selection Never really wanted to be Exco anyway,not good enough for that, so nothing much to say about.. 3)I found out that 70% of my blogs are about Odac.. 4)im really bored now 5)Common test ended a week ago and i haven't watch Spiderman2 yet...sadsadsad 6)New physics and Chem teacher, kinda uplifting ,especially the physics teacher, much better than the previous one, hopes are up liao 7)Chem lectures shifted to LT4. I HATE IT . Noisy,cramped,smelly and.... 8)Common test results...okay i guess but not very good la..hai 9)My scar, still healing, hoping for it to dissapear,doubting it though 10)My life- abit messy now... 11)My friends- they rock

busy busy busy busy...arggg why everyone watch spider man 2 liao?!?! now who accompany me watch...anyone free? wan watch with me..haha , survival camp tmr.. Common exams just ended yay all 4 free days taken up by odac sia..haha but nvm i think its going to be quite fun..hope the camp will be successful!!

Once a woman was in labor; she was having a really tough time dealing with the pain. The doctor came to her husband and her and told them of a new experimental drug that allows the woman to transfer 25% of the pain to the father. The husband feels really bad for his wife so he decides they will try it. The wife takes the pill and a few minutes later the husband says, "I don't feel a thing. You women are babies. Take another pill I can handle this." So the wife takes another pill. Same thing happens. Her husband tells her to take another pill. Same thing. By now she has transferred 75% of her pain to her husband. She is feeling a little pain but her husband is still feeling nothing. He is convinced that women are complete wuses. He tells her, "Take another pill. This isn't hurting me at all. Let me take all the pain away." So she does. Now they are both feeling great. A few hours later, the wife gives birth to a beautiful baby boy. The next day they take their newborn son home, and there they find the mailman dead on the doorstep.

Back...yay!! got my 2 star kayaking hahaah can officially go for sea expeditions le...2 star kayaking...i only got one word to describe it...CAPSIZE!! heeheehe, cause we need to get to know all kinds of rescues ma, then in the end we either capsize to practise or capsize for fun...hahaha i keep practising..kept drinking sea water, so damn salty....The techniques we just learn a few only.... Oh and Peixin went off for his scholarship le, quite saddening, hes my partner in kayaking 2 star, wish him all the best !! yea!! haha..we "raped" him in the changing room ..after the 2 star course finish, damn gross man....im so shocked by what odacians can do =D Oh ya...going ice skating tmr..yay..hope it will be fun...

hey..back..well this entry is about our Pahang Expedition..odac one... damn fun..damn exciting..a totally new experience for me..Great outdoors!! yeayea 1st day..we met at school..removed the decorations for college day, then did a brief bag check and stuff..then we set off the Tanjong Pagar train le..had a meal at Bk before that..had Sushi and stuff also..haha..everyone was in high spirits ..very excited ma...then we waited for the train to come..1st time im sitting on the train from Sg to Malaysia...damn suaku right..hahaha...everyone was too excited to sleep liao..played card games and stuff...then slowly i went to catch some sleep..which in actual fact is damn little only...we checked in at a hotel near the train station..its like a motel really..then i think 8 of us squeezed in the small small hotel room with 2 beds...i had to sleep on the floor...not nice at all...i woke up the earliest haha..others had about one and a half hours of sleep...i washed up..put ointment at my cream..then start doing morning calls le...M-team ma..hai... damn stress .... :X even if its only for a day... then we had breakfast...had nasi lemak and roti prata..didn't feel very full even though i think i ate the most le :P wahaha the food was okay..then we packed our stuff and went to base camp...DAMN NICE PLACE...i expected a few tents in an open grass field...turns out that base camp was in a rocky place..the environment was beautiful...like a man made shelter like that..then no need to fear rain..haha ..we allocated the tents..then we put all our caving stuff in our day packs..MY bag...haha Had a quite steep climb...a leech clanged onto my ankle..1st time i see a leech..haha yesyes suaku again..quite small..then i tried to yank it out but failed..luckily it let go itself..must have sucked until its full liao..haha..then i kept slipping and slipping throughout the ascend...Wingsing kept complaining...cannot blame me..its my damn shoes..no friction at all dammit haha Then after quite a long climb we finally reached the cave...we ON our headlights..cause its very dark inside and slowly all of us entered...the ground was full of small cockroaches!!! haha they burrowed into the ground as soon as we flashed our headlights onto them...the at the top it was full of bats!!!and flies!! hahaha ..water kept dropping on us..should be bat droppings and urine...damn gross la..then basically the floor was full of bat shit ..haha don't dare to touch the ground..but bobian..cause had to get a grip in order to climb.. then i used my dirty shit filled hands to eat my LUNCH OMGOMGOMG but we all did that!! too hungry liao haha we stopped and stoned for quite long ..waiting for our abseil down...the instuctor said its 25 storeys long...i waited and waited...then the few of us told ghost stories and played the black sheep game..bah bah ..haha had supposed "bonding" session..lol..finally i cannot take it liao..told Spencer we are going to be the next one to go down...the abseiling down was okay...not much of a freefall...just pulled and pulled on the rope to go down...kept slipping at the starting though..haha ...gained a few new blisters on my hands and knees because of that :P then we reached the ground...turns out that the others below are ALSO stoning..shucks..but at least i gotta eat...so quite nice..then Shuting informed me that as m-team i was supposed to be the last to leave :( shucks..i totally forgot about that..felt quite guilty..hai... then we waited until everyone reached the bottom..then we continued the caving...the most exciting part is where we had to crawl on our backs through a short but damn narrow tunnel which is about 1/4 filled with water..white shirt become brown lor!! tsk then i pity my poor white bag also..become so brown!! then later i found out that can use rain cover to keep out the mud OMGOMGOMG im so blur!! argggggg but nevermind..we had great fun..then its another long trek back to base camp...a feast was waiting for us!!! so shiok!!! we ate damn well...then the guys went for a bath in the river..damn chilly man..the water..at most 10 degrees only..haha but it was kinda fun bathing in the chilly and kinda dirty water..but we were already so dirty it seemed relatively clean..hahaha..then the guys helped each other scrub backs..lol then after that we went to rest le...AS IF...our tent - yingguang shawn spencer me took out all the food stuff and ATE ATE ATE and played taidi..quite shiok...thats it..end of the day...i got relieved of m-team...felt quite good...burden off my shoulders, don't think i did a good job though :( The next day ..white water rafting...quite a fun day...but the rapids were'nt as exciting as expected..class 1 ma...but a damn funny thing happened...as we were all splashing at each other's rafts..all the different groups...when we passed by another raft..Mr Lim actually ditched the paddle and pulled Huiling out of her raft wahaha..it was damn funny watching her get pulled onto our raft..she was face down then it was like pulling a piece of meat up liddat..lol.. i was laughing so hard...her raft donno row until where liao..haha then Mr Lim made her row the raft for us!! bwahha ..then we had 2 free ppl on our raft...hahaha actually supposed to have one only..damn funny !!! but a saddening thing happened during lunch..Spencer went to the toilet then no one actually chopped his lunch for him..in the end he had to get a new plate..Mr Lim was quite angry about this..he said in the debrief that we only looked out for ourselves and were selfish..made me quite guilty..considering the fact that i knew Spencer went to the toilet..made a resolution to look out for fellow odacians from now on..Mr Lim said quite alot of things also.. about how we regarded the trip as a holiday and not a training camp...its quite true la...at least for me...i didn't really feel any discipline throughout the trip,turning up late and taking our own sweet time etc.. ..hai...tio scolded so many times..Then we went in the train sleeper..omg the bed is like my lover man...can sleep liao...i think i slept the most :P then we reached Singapore..man..what a trip..

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE wow...been a long long time since i posted here already..so many things have happened...hmm lets see.... Firstly i scraped my face!! yucks... damn ugly..can see the raw flesh right under my outer skin, damn gross..my friends said its very kongbu...well heres what happened..we met on Sunday... play basketball..so many kakis1!! damn looking forward to seeing them..wanted to feel the excitement of bball again...damn long never feel liao..hai...then ...too hyper liao..start jumping around...tried jumping on Zonghan who didn't expect it...then he bend down to tie his shoelace!! omg!!i MISSED HIM THEN TUMBLED OVER...THE impact was so great..my half of my Specs was smashed...lol!! then i was laughing and laughing at the stupidity of the whole thing...the others just looked at my wound and shuddered...tsktsk damn scary lor..when i went to the toilet to see it..disfigured...haha, i mean it,DISFIGURED just a few days before the Pahang expedition somemore..so scared Mr Lim don't let me go because of the open wound...luckily i still went hehehehhe...After injuring myself...which was BEFORE i even played any bball..of cause i stay la..played a few games without specs and with my wound bleeeding..haha , quite song actually...Then we went to BK and EAT then go ARcade play games...the others said they feel damn safe with me...cause ah Bengs won't come and disturb me...i looked like i just got off from a fight..wahhaha Then i went home...everyone was shocked...they were asking ..u went to play bball or fight?? haha..damn funny..if not for the fact that i looked damn scary and ugly which worried me a little...