Monday, April 18, 2011

Random Musing about Life
The army bidded goodbye to 2 generals retiring recently. BG Tan Chuan Jin and MG Chan Chun Sing. Apparently they are going to contest for MP seats in the upcoming GE under the PAP.
Labelled as the "Big Guns" and potential successors for the 4th generation political leaders of Singapore- it came as a surprise to me that our PM himself described MG Chan as "a humble RI boy who started as a boy scout...became the Chief of Army..but not for long..."
At the same time, it is a little unsettling to discover how politics and military can go hand in hand- how retired army generals make their transition into politics seamlessly. Of course, their credentials are undisputable, however- this is not what i want to share today.

In the "goodbye" interview with TCJ, i found something particularly meaningful..."Among the several defining moments experienced by BG Tan during his army career, one of the most significant was during his Battalion Tactics Course when he was holding an appointment for an attack mission. He elaborated," I rememebered that as one of my lowest point in my life in our Army. The mission was going to bits and it was a hugely humbling experience as i realised that no one had a natural right to lead if he does not work hard at it and that we must always keep learning. We must work at our ability to lead, to inspire trust, respect and confidence, and to always maintain competency in the things we are expected to do."

How true!
As a general, there are so many potential career defining moments, but he choose to talk about a experience which portrayed him in a negative light, because he was talking not about his success, but one of his failures.
This lead me to wonder whether in life- failure allows one to learnt the most out of an experience?
失败乃成功之母. Now how true is that?

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Define Success
A high paying job?
Recognition from others?
Successfully starting up your own business?
Being self-reliant?
Fame and popularity?
 Looking good?
Travelling to as many countries as possible?
Achieving a major milestone?
Having a set of goals and achieving them?
Emulating your role model?
Aspiring to be a role model for others?
Making people's lifes better?

Or is it something more?

Monday, March 28, 2011

Power Rangers
it struck me with a tinge sadness hearing mum reprimand brother for not keeping his house clean enough- resulting in my little nephew having rashes and blisters on his little legs. i guess a son will always be a child in the mother's eyes, no matter whether he's 13 or 30. she would still scold with the same verve and tenacity regardless. Just feel a little sorry for big bro and his ego. But he's a filial chap and i know he's holding back a retort out of love and respect for the one who's raised him up.
On a slightly happier note, i think it's really amazing that my nephew enjoys power ranger as much as i did when i was small. Heck, i would still watch snippets of the episode just for fun's sake. The amazing thing is that the series has changed so much. Yet the main elements are still the same. 5 protagonist with predominant colours vs the antagonist who always produces monsters. Out comes the big robots at the end of the show, and the signature pose when in costume. check it out!
My Thoughts
Finally a new template and a new post after so long, life has been good to me. In my final sem, trying to enjoy what's left of my studying life. 18 years! Its been long enough. Religiously, i went through the education system, PSLE, O levels, A levels and now finally my degree. Certainly not an understatement to say that i yet another "product" of this system.
Another turning pt in my life awaits. Things are definitely not going to be any less challenging!

Monday, April 12, 2010

Its kinda tough concentrating on exams when some of your friends are having IA (which means that they do not have exams), some ARE graduating! (so during lessons i'll listen to them talk about their graduation trip ), while one is on exchange (In Germany! that pig), another simply cannot wake up for lessons everyday, another one i can seldom see ,though im sure he's studying pretty hard (and he's going for exchange next sem too!)
on a happier note, i applied for exchange too! local exchange though..hope i get it even though i think its quite tough :/
getting to pass/fail ur mods is something i really look forward too :)
mood: Slack :P

Thursday, March 18, 2010

One must admit that he is growing old. time seem to fly especially quickly ever since the big 20 @@ Another 4 weeks more and its the final exams! omg.. Still cant believe it! its always been my wish ever since year 1 to be able to stop time, and slowly i'll do the things that i wanna do..haha.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

today was a slightly better day as i got my offer from EY :) and had a rigorous assessment at JP morgan .. interview, individual presentation then group discussion. felt that i didnt do well at all..but it was a true eye opener for me though, glad to have this opportunity nontheless :) happy*

Monday, March 08, 2010

im writing this on a particularly disappointing day in school..received my B+ and B assignment today which added up to 25% of total coursework for my biz communication mod, i made a mighty load of misstakes on my Tax quiz..in addition, no response from EY, and i have totally no confidence in my interview for JP this Wednesday.. add that to a mighty headache and its a bad bad day.. good thing is; with the double quiz out of the way, i can finally send emails looking for event location! and to allocate work to the events mags! and to clear up some saigang left behind by predessors again! good thing about writing here is: i dont get graded! muahaha lets hope things dont get worse from here :) GOGOGO! *happy once more*

Monday, November 30, 2009

today is my birthday! :D

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Buried with work..like everyone else

Saturday, September 19, 2009

waiting for the relevants authority to give u the "go ahead" can be nerve wrecking..
didnt really expect SAO to disapprove of the orientation proposal.
No overnight?!!
HAHA.
omgosh.
there goes my study plans! on a Friday night.glad for the events comm to be all at home :P
didnt know online meetings can be of use too
haha.
and still waiting for VSA's response too.
hopefully it will be good..and hopefully it can all happen soon..before everyone needs to drop what they are doing and start mugging...
projects too! IT213, AA102.Bf215.
so many due soon..but somehow i've lost the urgency pursuing academic success..
but of course i'll still do my best la.
waiting for session!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Promise yourself
Promise youself to be so strong that
nothing can disturb your peace of mind
To talk health,happiness and
prosperity to every person you meet
To make all your friends feel like
theres is something in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best & expect only the best
To be just as enthusiastic about the
success of others as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press
on the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful counternance at all times
and give every living person you meet a :)
To give so much time to the improvement
of yourself that you have no time to criticize others
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger & too strong for fear &
TOO HAPPY TO PERMIT THE PRESENCE OF TROUBLE.

Friday, July 31, 2009

SMILE FOR YOU
Smiling is infectious; you catch it like the flu,When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too.I passed around the corner and someone saw my grinWhen he smiled I realized I'd passed it on to him.I thought about that smile then I realized its worth,A single smile, just like mine could travel round the earth.So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetectedLet's start an epidemic quick, and get the world infected!.Everyone needs a smile!!!
here i am waiting for spencer to get his business done before we can go for lunch together with shing..kinda bored..hmm.
i have little pockets of time which i dont know how to spend...
and i am hungry.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

home after foc..been travelling alot these days.. from ntu to sentosa to home to chinatown to ntu to pasir ris..etc etc..fell sick also..but now im fine le! after a good nights rest :)
feels good to be fine...
wanted to go for session today..henderson waves!
but sadly..had to be "quarantined" at home as im still quite unsafe..
dont wanna endanger the health of our trainees too :(
cant wait to go for sessions again..
missed 2 weeks le..1st was cause of pre-camp..2nd was cause of Post camp >.<
but okay la..felt very good to be able to go "ki siao again"..part of philo culture.LOL.
and IPPT nxt week! with spencer..hopefully i'll be able to get some money yea :)
some meet ups..with frens before they leave for exchange,club meetings, some networking session which will hopefully be good...
super long nver go to town liao..gosh..zzz.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

just came back from pre-camp and ycm conference..was nice to see the philo people again :) hopefully tmr's conference will be something useful for both me and the students ba.. wanna take back something from it also.. i know i still have alot to learn...climbing slowly..but i'll reach a height im satisfied of eventually :) i know it. i know it. i know it. i need to KNOW. eventually, i'll be able to psycho myself that its a piece of cake.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

just got back home from sending a friend off :)
hmm..the 3rd friend going off for exchange this year..

CURL 2009
first and foremost.. i wanna thank Spencer,Shing, Jojo and Yenjeong for giving me their support for this event! hehe..coz i guess they are the only ones reading this blog anyway..lol..yea..i hope it had been a fun day for u guys...interacting and teaching the trainees and ultimately flying the kites and watching it soar in the sky! yup..really grateful coz i know u guys always wake up damn late but yet u all came on time at 8am for the event!
Thanks so much... as for the rest of odacians and clique , hehe i know u guys would have made it down if not for ur other committements..esp juan daughter..thanks for the effort :)
look out for curl 2010! :D

Project ID 2009
must be the cutest day of my life >.<
look at me!
A KUNGFU PANDA!!
but i never knew being a mascot would be so tiring! coz it was literally a sauna inside..
but im glad that the event was a success!
and thanks jojo for dropping by after basketball to pen something for the beneficiaries :D
Other than that, well..recently things happened..but comparing myself to my friends around me, i guess what i've been through is nothing in comparison.
Thus i guess i have nothing to be lamenting about :)
its a choice i made, and one i believe is the best for both of us.
thank you.
i finally wore the black shirt u bought for me from europe today..it felt v comfy..thanks so much..whatever happens, i really had happy times tog w u & i hope you'll be happy

Sunday, June 21, 2009

CURL 2009

Challenge ur Limits (CurL) is a special project brought to you by Nanyang Technological University (NTU) Welfare Services Club (WSC). The Welfare Services Club is an associate member of National Council of Social Services (NCSS) with over 500 NTU student volunteers actively involved in diverse areas of community work. Besides providing weekly regular services to 11 welfare organisations, the Club also undertake special projects such as CurL, to promote unconventional means of volunteerism. WSC was the recipient of the Singapore Youth Award 2006 (Medal of Commendation) as well as the President’s Social Service Award 2008 (informal group category) for sustained efforts in community service. For the upcoming project, our beneficiaries and volunteers will be involved in decorating and making kites. By giving them opportunity to decorate the kites, we allow the beneficiaries to express their creativity and challenge their mental limits as making and decorating kites require a high level of patience. At the same time, flying a kite requires a certain level of co-ordination skills, thus challenging the physical limits of the beneficiaries, especially the intellectually disabled. The proposed location of the event is
4th July Marina Barrage

Project IDentity 2009 Our annual Project IDentity is back!! This year’s event include a Walkathon which members of the public can have a chance to interact with our beneficiaries and join them for a enjoyable Sunday Morning Walk….(register now!!) After which , there will be games and performances at The Amphitheatre outside Toa Payoh Community library. Performances include dances by our very own beneficiaries as well as many other different performances by various performing groups. MINDS , Social Entrepreneurs and blogshops will also be setting up their stalls and booths at the event…. So keep a look out and do join us for a whole day of FUN -FILLED ACTIVITY on
12 July 09 (Sunday)
. Hope to see you there =)

Monday, June 15, 2009

you realise how much sai gang u are doing when the company's network is down and everyone cannot do their work except for yourself because your work doesnt require using the network -__- been busy with curl events later..but kinda enjoying myself in the process too! lalala.7 more days!

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

long overdue..Another day at AXA has passed..josephine (my manager) asked me for my timesheet today..josephine always seems to be telling ppl off, wonder how long it will be till i get a taste of what its like.. :) finally got my concession pass ..think i will really need it now since next sem im not staying at hall..
been kinda disappointed about certain stuff lately..but at the same time i must count my blessings and be satisfied with what i have.yup!
just finished volunteering at sundownwith RSPID peeps yesterday!
16 hours of overnight saigang doing sentry, almost got MOBBED by angry crowd whos being held back due to a bottleneck due to bad planning of the running route. but i got a nice shirt..
ffinally met up w odac peeps too :) for chilling out session @ clarke quay
and JC class gathering as well ..
and CURL vss too ..
At the same time, i hope u at France will enjoy great happiness, fulfillment and safety