Sunday, February 27, 2005

from kc's blog: Toa Payoh has this shop that sells comic books. Or you can rent them for 80 cents and read it right there. I checked out the second level and stumbled upon what struck me as a modern-day opium den. Small, enclosed room, people sedated on comic books. Terrible. Yet so appealing. When I approach 50 Im going to find myself a nice club/society, probably a reading group or a card-game group, and every weekend I'll plonk myself in a small cosy room, coffee on a side table, cards on the big one, quietly amusing individuals seated all around. Mmm. My most clearly defined aim in life is to retire, with some grace and wealth and possibly some friends, to the countryside in Britain, maybe the US. A charming country manor would be nice--the cost could be split between those with me. And every morning we would read the papers silently, sipping english tea by the french windows. And then we would have a game of cards before heading out for lunch; the manor would be in the countryside but at still a close distance to a small town. We would then head to one of the many bars in the town and have a drink or two. And we'd talk, and talk. Alternatively, a swim in a lake would be nice--I've always had that fantasy since Land Before Time. We then have Dinner. Dinner with jazz, Dinner at home beside a fireplace, anywhere would be nice. We'll then talk, or watch a show, or have a game of cards, or if a swim in the afternoon was not accomplished we could swim at night. I've always had a fantasy of swimming naked at night since..since dunno when. Beautiful isnt it. And throughout this last stage of life, I'll be looking back, looking back at everyone, everything. Probably fly here and there to see people. It's good to have a aim in life. sounds good kc :)
feeling sian..miss the vs days..so carefree..wahhhhhhh.sian.hock organise kimkeat outing lei.

Friday, February 18, 2005

in a good mood today..don't know why also...maybe it's because im finally getting used to it? haha..just went for sea ex recce with elaine,shawn and mr lim to SAFYC...so funny..last year went there wif laine, this year with laine again..haha..and mr lim dropped us off at the same place...punggol mrt..still as eerie as ever..haha..den went to e comic shop to read some comics..in a good mood now..yea....tmr family day..hope its gonna be fun!! :)

Friday, February 11, 2005

been so long since i updated..haha zhiyuan complained today..so decided to come and write some crap...haha ..eh..think this blog is dying a slow death so must revive it!!! fifififii fofofo!! hmm..don't know what to say...in fact i have lots to say.but its really too much to be penned down already..haha..anyway..just got this quite ugly and short haircut just before new year...then some of my relatives thought im serving NS already..HAHAHAH...all thanks to who?!?!?! ask me cut b4 new year :( now so ugly..but nvm..haha...at least cutting my hair made me luckier..won $70+ bucks in gambling..started from $2!! quite weird...feeling quite tired now....think everyone's feeling the same right? last time in vs..is wanna sleep also cannot get to sleep...now in JC its like wanna stay awake also very hard..shucks...wanted to finish chem notes last night one..then ..fell asleep 1/2 way..so crap..den my forehead full of pimples..all thanks to the seawater and scorching sun...though i tot my tan was nice..until skin started peeling off due to sunburn...disgusting...
and jeremy wasn't feeling well today..so never come school...GET WELL SOON DUDE!! missed not having u around..whacking the last stretch of e track wif u..haha..though u always leave me far behind...then ZhiYuan twisted his arms while doing the pull-up drills today...poor guy...v scared of twisting my shoulders again too..hmm...muz go down slowly everytime..den always no strength..haha..crap...feel so sluggish!! new year eat and sleep...next monday got chem test..donno why im writing all these here...nvm...write already going to resume studying....stlil got tutorials havent do..but i don wanna do...wanna study for test also cannot..crap...school is so screwed up...they shld change jc 2 years to 3 years..den more time for studies and everything..now everything is like happening all at the same time and so fast... still have lots to say..but no time..haha! see my post already tag pls!!pal rawks!

Thursday, February 03, 2005

its been a long time since i've updated...v sian...school is becoming more stressful nowadays..think i've changed alot...need someone to tell me honestly..have i changed? and if so ..in what ways? good or bad?? i need answers... so many things to do..so many things to think about..