*Reflections* i actually find this entry difficult to type out...well,guess im changed...AGAIN...now im more direct,selfish and more inclined to reveal what i really feel. In the past i used to worry about how ppl think of me,now i usually swat away these thoughts by thinking" heck! i don't care what you think...this is just me!!" haha and i actually found alot of new friends with this new mentality...Im more "real" now!! :) Guess this new mentality actually started when i got posted to Aj...was a little zi4 bao4 zi4 qi4, thus i was damn candid...surprisingly......................................................................im actually more popular now! hahaha